I hate SI

[Doctors HATE them]

Literally have a golden opportunity to CTB rn and I just can't. I am so angry. I hate SI. All I need to do is stab my carotid with one of the many sharp knives I have. This is impossible. I'm really gonna die of natural causes aren't I?
I just tried again and yeah stabbing isn't an option. I'm gonna be in so much trouble for fighting with my family to not go to the new year party. I was supposed to he dead. I wasn't supposed to have my pets given away. I need a quick and easy method that doesn't trigger SI as much if anyone can help.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just don't really think that ctb is straightforward, sadly. There are no easy answers to this and if there was I would certainly be long gone from this horrific world. All that any of us can really do, is do research into the different methods to decide what is best for ourselves. But from what I heard stabbing sounds like an unreliable method, at least I would never go for it. I do hope that you find the freedom that you wish for, as I certainly understand that it's awful feeling so trapped here when you really want to be gone.

 

[amelis]

Stabbing definitely requires a lot of willpower and determination. I remember I was holding the knife and my body was completely shaking, my palms had gotten so sweaty that I dropped the knife.
Are hanging or SN an option for you? And I'm sorry you're going through this

 

[Doctors HATE them]

Stabbing definitely requires a lot of willpower and determination. I remember I was holding the knife and my body was completely shaking, my palms had gotten so sweaty that I dropped the knife.
Are hanging or SN an option for you? And I'm sorry you're going through this

Hanging to my knowledge requires some set up and I don't want my parents to see. SN is even less of an option cause I don't want them to open the package.

 

[amelis]

Hanging to my knowledge requires some set up and I don't want my parents to see. SN is even less of an option cause I don't want them to open the package.

I have pretty much the same issues as you. My only hope is to somehow order sn to another address or rope somewhere in the woods. Who knew itd be this hard to kill yourself lol