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wet_towel

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Aug 30, 2025
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I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here. I just want it all to stop. Why cant I stop. Why cant I be happy. Why cant the world let me have just one thing. Why does it always have to leave me. He was so kind and so caring and he loved me he loved me please why why did he love me why did I stay with him why do I do this to myself what the fuck so I do why was he gay why did he have to be gay how can you love me and be gay you cant be in a straight relationship and be gay I cant do this I cant keep doing this please someone make it stop I cant do this
 
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egyptian_baddie

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breakups are the worst , they say grief takes at least 3 months to get the hormones of love out of your system , it is been over 3 months and I still love him, hoping u find peace
 

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