I hate it here

[colkatt2928]

I don't want anything, I just wanna go forever, this doesn't feel like home

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand how you feel. I've always had a strong dislike towards simply just being alive and it's never felt right me being here. I'm tired of being trapped in this existence having to endure day after day of a life that I never asked for.
To me such a thing as peace or comfort could never exist in this life, there is no real relief from what we go through and I believe that there is nothing more ideal than permanent non existence. The dead have no worries or concerns as they simply don't exist, at least to me life is just endless suffering and problems and I want nothing to do with this. I think that some people are just not meant for this world. But I hope that you find what you are looking for.

 

[universe]

I don't want anything, I just wanna go forever, this doesn't feel like home

It is a very difficult feeling to live with on a daily basis because you really feel like a prisoner. It is a psychological and physical prison that no one can see, because for most people it is not. You can never escape it. I liken it to killer whales in water parks: forced to exist, kept alive in the water for breath and food. These creatures eventually go crazy and some attempt to commit suicide. They can't get out of their pool, ever.

I don't know what to advise you, except that I hope you get better. I send you all my prayers.

 

[HYPOCRlTE]

It is a very difficult feeling to live with on a daily basis because you really feel like a prisoner. It is a psychological and physical prison that no one can see, because for most people it is not. You can never escape it. I liken it to killer whales in water parks: forced to exist, kept alive in the water for breath and food. These creatures eventually go crazy and some attempt to commit suicide. They can't get out of their pool, ever.

I don't know what to advise you, except that I hope you get better. I send you all my prayers.

Lost you at prayers sorry.

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it doesn't work

Consciousness is such an unbearable weight.