Venting I hate how I’m not asleep yet

[FuneralCry]

I just want to sleep, I feel so tired, I'm so tired of suffering in this existence that is so cruel and undesirable, I don't wish to be conscious, being conscious and aware just leads to pain, I don't belong or relate to this disgusting human species, I'm only meant to die, I'd be glad to finally not exist as existence is just beyond dreadful, I wish I never existed.

Other humans just make me feel more alone with so many just making me want death more, I even sadly end up reading things on here which just make me feel disgusted at humans even more. I'm certainly alone in this hellish world, I'd never want to relate to humans anyway, it's sad how I exist, I wish my existence could be erased, it's beyond tragic how life even exists at all, I hope I sleep, I just want to sleep eternally. Death is the only peace and comfort, death is the only escape, only death can bring relief from the hellish and unnecessary burden that is existence.

 

[denjiwillsaveme]

I understand you so much, just one good night sleep would ease the pain and forget about this fucked up world.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm sorry for your suffering FC. It truly is late at night right now. I hope that you can find peace from sleeping. Of course an eternal sleep is more ideal but that's asking for too much in this cruel society so I hope that you at least get to peacefully sleep temporarily tonight. I wish you find peace regardless of what happens

 

[fsociety]

Worst thing is waking up… :(

 

[divinemistress36]

Sleep is the only escape

 

[iloverachel]

Good night Funeralcry
Hope you get some good sleep

 

[suffering_mo_7]

I understand just wanting to sleep, especially as someone who has trouble with that. I beg to go to sleep and and not wake up. Hugs.