i hate how i feel pressured to change even though i gave up already

[404]

the people around me look very happy and content with their life and i don't know how to feel honestly

i should be happy for them but at the same time i also feel very depressed... it's like im just watching them enjoying their life while im stuck in an infinite cycle of sadness that i could never break out of even if i try

i wish im happy just like them but it's impossible for me to improve myself i hate it so much

i really hope that i could die soon so i'll never have to cry and suffer so much again

 

[FuneralCry]

I get that it really can be so dreadful feeling trapped in a situation you hate, it's cruel how people suffer so much and I understand why you would wish to be free from it all. But anyway best wishes.

 

[theboy]

x2
I feel u