Dead Ghost
Mestre del Temps
- May 6, 2022
- 1,338
The bread and butter of my life, only that before they told me that I was not very smart and today they tell me that I have ASD. Until I was 40 years old they didn't tell me anything about Asperger's... now you see what good it does me, I am a classified and labeled imbecile in their eyes.A few days ago, I made a fool of myself in front of a couple of my supervisors. There was 3 carts in front of me with a bunch of random stuff and one of my supervisors told me to take the items in them back where they belong so I asked which one she wanted me to take and she said "girl, don't play with me" so I stood there for a couple of seconds with a blank face before she said "any of them" and I had to play it off like I was tired and said "it's been a long night." I hate having autism. Sometimes I need people to be literal.
All 3 of my supervisors ended up laughing as I took one of the carts away. They probably know something is wrong with me, but don't know what (from my cognitive issues to other things). I looked like a complete dumbass in front of them and I can't stop playing it in my head. If only I had the guts to just end things
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El pà nostre de cada día de la meva vida, només que abans em deien que era poc espabilat i avuí dia que tinc TEA. Fins els 40 anys no em van dir rés de l'Asperger... ja veus ara de que em serveix, sóc als seus ulls un imbècil classificat i etiquetat.