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Feux

Feux

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Jul 7, 2023
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Being conscious right now is bad enough, but my physical presence adds to how awful simply existing is. It feels like I'm wearing my body. It's heavy and it takes all my energy to take care of. I hate how it looks and I hate how it feels. I want to crawl out of it so badly.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I don't like the human body too. I wish I could be non existent as I wouldn't have a human body then and I wouldn't have to suffer. The human body makes it so that the suffering we go through has an endless potential to it
 
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lotus11

lotus11

Specialist
May 18, 2019
384
Could not agree more...had an Ed for 15 years.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,282
I do as well, I find it dreadful simply being a slave to this decaying flesh prison, no matter what I'd always prefer to not exist.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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Ya v awfl body =sffr
 
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