I hate everything

[LakeMungoGirl]

I know I risk sounding like an angsty teen but I genuinely hate everything and I want to die. I hate my evil mother for ruining my life before running away to avoid facing the living personification of her abuse and I hate my father for never once standing up to defend me. I hate myself most of all when I see them both in me. I have my father's eyes.

I can't believe I'm related to these ghouls, and I can't fathom doing what they did to me unto someone else. I hope I die in my sleep. I want out. I'm so tired.

 

[Star67]

I'm sorry to hear you're having a rough time. I can definitely empathize with having a rough upbringing. You are not your parents though, and neither am I mine. Sending love your way