Venting I hate being queer.

[cried4jazz]

So many queer people around me rave about how much they LOVE being queer, while I loathe being that way. I hate being queer. I would never talk someone else into hating it, dont get me wrong. I understand why some queer people love it and im glad they do, but I will never feel that way.

Im alone, I want to be left alone, but homophobes seem obsessed with me. I dont talk about my queerness, never ever. I refuse to. But no matter how quiet I am, how hard I keep to myself, and avoid them, they cant stop harassing me. They keep hammering into me with their Homophobia.

No matter what space i enter, there is Homophobia, celebrities getting their homophobia excused, queer people being demonised, laughed at for speaking up, told they will burn, they deserve execution, torture, all of that.

I used to find joy in football, but we know how football fans are. I boycott ten WC because its hosted in the USA and a player from my countries national team believes pride is the devil and gets praised online for it. No space is safe for me. When i find a celebrity I want to like, I research their history to see if they believe that I deserve to live a somewhat bearable life. I dont talk to people irl, what if they find out? A show i like? Is the creator homophobic? Do they make a joke of queer people?

I hate being queer. I want to be straight, not question my gender and yearn for men who wouldn't even think of looking at me, and live a life that people claim is the "norm". But it wont go away, I cant choose to be straight. If i could, I would. I wanna be free from this torment

I hate my queerness, why bash me more? why is my misery funny to you?

And why do u hide behind religion if you believe you are in the right? Owe up to being an idiot, dont hide behind a badly translated bible verse.


"Being queer is a choice" do i sound like i would willingly make that fuckass choice?

 

[Sammystink]

Im sorry you have to put up with that, being queer is so hard..
Im a trans woman, and it's so Isolating and lonely, spaces may say they're queer friendly but that dosent mean they are or even undertand at all..
And everyone makes me feel disgusting or ashamed for being who I am, you can't just exist without someone making it their problem and going off on you..
It's so Isolating and the cruelty against queer people is so normalized and even turned into comedy by some people...
And It just makes me feel disgusting or shameful...

I'm sorry you have to put up with all the hate... People are so horrible...

 

[fadedghost]

So many queer people around me rave about how much they LOVE being queer, while I loathe being that way. I hate being queer. I would never talk someone else into hating it, dont get me wrong. I understand why some queer people love it and im glad they do, but I will never feel that way.

Im alone, I want to be left alone, but homophobes seem obsessed with me. I dont talk about my queerness, never ever. I refuse to. But no matter how quiet I am, how hard I keep to myself, and avoid them, they cant stop harassing me. They keep hammering into me with their Homophobia.

No matter what space i enter, there is Homophobia, celebrities getting their homophobia excused, queer people being demonised, laughed at for speaking up, told they will burn, they deserve execution, torture, all of that.

I used to find joy in football, but we know how football fans are. I boycott ten WC because its hosted in the USA and a player from my countries national team believes pride is the devil and gets praised online for it. No space is safe for me. When i find a celebrity I want to like, I research their history to see if they believe that I deserve to live a somewhat bearable life. I dont talk to people irl, what if they find out? A show i like? Is the creator homophobic? Do they make a joke of queer people?

I hate being queer. I want to be straight, not question my gender and yearn for men who wouldn't even think of looking at me, and live a life that people claim is the "norm". But it wont go away, I cant choose to be straight. If i could, I would. I wanna be free from this torment

I hate my queerness, why bash me more? why is my misery funny to you?

And why do u hide behind religion if you believe you are in the right? Owe up to being an idiot, dont hide behind a badly translated bible verse.


"Being queer is a choice" do i sound like i would willingly make that fuckass choice?

they hate that their own religions are lies, and that they are gullible, and LGBT people contradict their religions and remind people that there is no afterlife and their religions are lies