Venting I HATE BEING AUTISTIC

[Versailles]

I know, every day I feel like my life lacks meaning. I make mistakes very often and therefore I become stupid

In real life, people avoid me, nobody wants to be next to me, I'm too weird because of my disability and autism. Society hates me and that's why I hate society, I hate everything, damn

 

[PrettyKitty]

I know, every day I feel like my life lacks meaning. I make mistakes very often and therefore I become stupid

In real life, people avoid me, nobody wants to be next to me, I'm too weird because of my disability and autism. Society hates me and that's why I hate society, I hate everything, damn

I feel you on this I don't have autism but I have ADHD and dyslexia and being called the R word alot. Society makes fun of learning disorders alot. Your perfect the way you are okay? Society can be a real bitch sometimes. Also I'm weird too it makes us fun and interesting if you need a friend or somebody to talk to you can always msg me much love

 

[aitouka]

You're not stupid. In fact, many who have autism have a higher IQ, so you having autism definitely doesn't make you stupid. You may be weird to society, but you are just you and everyone is weird in some way. Society looks down on people with disorders and mental illnesses, this cannot be helped, and you definitely have a right to hate society. Don't worry, you will find friends here. You are good the way you are.
<3

 

[Walk]

I feel the same way, friend. My personality seems super overwhelming to people and I always feel like everyone hates me but I just continue doing my own thing. My best advice is to ignore anyone that doesn't make you feel better. They're not worth trying to deal with.

 

[disabledlife]

Same for me, I want to CTB because of that.

 

[Mr.Tristesse]

Ditto...

 

[imlookingforward]

i hate it so much, its made me a social outcast since i was a kid and i still dont know how to interact with people correctly

 

[trist]

me too, i can't handle university because there's too much group work and the only times people talk to me is when they need help (not because they care about me or want to be friends).

 

[CTB Dream]

Vry sry know how feel ppl no undrstnd think werd now me know how autism but spcl add injury damage nobod undstrnd, autism add injury damage, world not me ,me not world, out space time

 

[Naro]

I'm sorry that you have to go through this and its not right that you have suffer because of something out of your control but I respect you for being strong enough to persevere and if you wanna talk to someone about it just lmk

 

[borderline-feline]

I totally feel you. I have major sensory issues, so if 2 people are talking at the same time, I cannot handle it. I also hate how people either look down on disabled people (I can't stand their condescending altitude) or push BS like the idea that we're somehow "special" (that word makes me cough up hairballs). The idea that most autistic people are highly intelligent is bullshit and results in people setting expectations that are way too high for me to realistically achieve, especially since my general limitations are never taken into account.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way that I see it, autistic people aren't meant for this world, at least I've never been. But it isn't like I could ever want to exist here under any circumstances anyway, I see it as being a curse having the ability to exist in this hellish world where there is unlimited potential for suffering.

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

Haha, missed a day of work because I'm PT and I didn't double-check my schedule~ This is the second tiiime~ I hate myself~

 

[fxndi]

You're not stupid. In fact, many who have autism have a higher IQ

I think thats the "savant syndrome" not just autism