Venting I hate being able to feel pain

[sserafim]

I hate being able to feel pain. It hurts and actively harms me. I cut my finger yesterday night by accident and I didn't even realize until it became red from the blood. I looked at my finger and it was red. It then started throbbing (from the pain) and I had to go through multiple band-aids to stop the bleeding. I thought that I was hemophiliac or something because it bled so much.

I also get heavy and painful periods, and my period cramps sometimes make me bedridden. I hate pain and being able to feel it. It serves no purpose but to torment me and make me miserable

 

[KillingPain267]

I have a very low pain tolerance. It's part of why my SI is so high also. It's really annoying.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I also get very painful period cramps that sometimes make me bedridden.

Period cramps aren't supposed to be that painful. Go see a gynecologist about that.

 

[sserafim]

Period cramps aren't supposed to be that painful. Go see a gynecologist about that.

I've never been to one but I'll go see one. My mom had asked me before I wanted to go to a gynecologist but I declined. I should take her up on her offer. I guess I declined because I didn't want to take care of my reproductive system because I hate it? I don't actually know why I refused to go

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I've never been to one but I'll go see one. My mom had asked me before I wanted to go to a gynecologist but I declined. I should take her up on her offer. I guess I declined because I didn't want to take care of my reproductive system because I hate it? I don't actually know why I refused to go

I understand not wanting to take care of your reproductive system, but you have to. Things that may impact one part of the body can end up impacting other parts of the body.