I had a psychotic event the other night, and said & did some things that I wouldn't normally do.

[CTB Fella]

I've now burnt the few bridges that I had left.

I'm now thinking of jumping, as I'm reaching my bottom.

I want to be free from this world, and everyone in it.

I stopped taking my medication a few weeks ago, and I have become the devil once again (EUPD & OCD.)

I don't know what to do.

I can't contact these people. It's over with them.

I've just had enough.

I want to be back with my nan, in Heaven. Then, I want to reincarnate and have another go.

My mind is fucked, but I will not restart the medication. I have already lost weight. That stuff poisons your mind, spirit and body.

Love to all.

Tommy.