the sn was just delivered. I'm so anxious. I also got domperidone now I just need a strong sedative. On the other hand I'm still not sure I want to ctb. 
Everlong
One last chance to turn it around
- Sep 7, 2022
- 105
I had an email issue and couldn't see the details for the order. Then I called and was told the tracking numbers were screwed up. They're shipping another bottle. I thought I was caught fir sure the wife saw browsing history and I had to say it was a type of tool polishing agent.the sn was just delivered. I'm so anxious. I also got domperidone now I just need a strong sedative. On the other hand I'm still not sure I want to ctb.
Congratulations. I'm with you on hesitancy. I just got some caps of msg if mushrooms. If nature can't fix me, I'm out.
Good luck whichever path you choose. Don't be hasty. No do-overs.
*magic mushrooms. WTF, Siri? I swear, no woman in my life really listens to what I say.
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I think you can take your time until your SN and meds expire if it is sealed (otherwise, it may cake and harden to the point of bing useless). However, you need to make a decision (whatever this decision is) before the circumstances force you to make the decision.the sn was just delivered. I'm so anxious. I also got domperidone now I just need a strong sedative. On the other hand I'm still not sure I want to ctb.
"A man who procrastinates in his choosing will inevitably have his choice made for him by circumstance." ― Hunter S. Thompson
tired868686
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- Aug 27, 2022
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jodes2
Hello people ❤️
- Aug 28, 2022
- 7,736
I hope you manage to make up your mind! It's not worth doing on impulse. Good luck
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 45,748
At least you have the option of a way to leave. No one should ever have to feel trapped in this world with no way out. I wish you the best in whatever you decide.
TiredLostHope20
SN Arrived!
- Aug 24, 2022
- 136
Don't do it on impulse as you are less like to go through with it. Feel relaxed first and let all your problems drift away...
Can I pm you on the source of domperidone?the sn was just delivered. I'm so anxious. I also got domperidone now I just need a strong sedative. On the other hand I'm still not sure I want to ctb.
makethepainstop
Visionary
- Sep 16, 2022
- 2,029
Some folks can ctb at once and others wait for the right time and conditions. No one could find fault as the decision is yours alone. I support your decision what ever path you take.
Knowing I and I alone have control, is almost intoxicating for me. Just being to be able to ctb is such a joy and delight. I don't think the normals can feel our type of feelings. I sometimes think that at least some of the normals are not smart enough to see and feel the things we do. It is almost like we add up the data and then decide to ctb.
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I bought Valium today. I was thinking about doing it tonight but chickened out and ate so I won't have the empty stomach needed. Maybe tomorrow 
