Venting I given up explaining myself to people

[phantomisgone]

Since the beginning of last month, I thought really hard about myself as a person. My values, time, friendships, people who I once connected w/, etc.

I came to realize that out of all of the people that deem me as a friend, none of them really respect me as a person, but what I can do for them. For all 23 years of my life, I've been trying to be seen by others who I care about, where I didn't want to believe the truth. That nobody sees me for me, they see me as a tool. Everyone wants something from me.

Even when I did try to leave this world years ago, the person who found out told me that he wanted me to stay b/c he & others "found me useful" (his exact words to me). They don't care.

I finally came to accept this. People don't really want me. They just want what I can do for them.
There's no reason to try to be understood by other people b/c they don't care.

 

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Yeah, they want us to talk but when we do they never listened. I hope you find peace, and maybe someone that actually cares for you.

 

[v0wkeeper]

people only care about themselves and only want to use you. finding peace with yourself is the only best option if you don't want to be hurt or used by others. i hope this helps, may you find love and solitude one day.