I fucking hate being a braindead muppet

[ikadasui]

I literally can't do anything at all right! Seriously, my job was simply to just throw away papers on or before X date and I completely fucked that up? It's 0 fun going through life being as ugly and remedial as I am it's astonishing how much of a dumbass I turned out to be. I can't make a living, I can't handle anything and I hate just about every moment I'm not self medicating or playing a game to distract myself from the world. I can't cope with being here it's just incompatible and gets worse by the day. Get. Me. Out.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do know that it's so awful being trapped in a life that you hate and I believe that some people are not meant for this life, to me life is just endless worries and problems with no real relief. Life is such a terrible concept as suffering is simply inevitable, your hatred towards life is understandable.