i feel ugly and shit

[Ghostly]

i just wnat to jump in front of train right now i live near a train station might jump in front of there soon in like an hour i just cant take this anymore

 

[Sherri]

Hi Ghostly, sorry your in so much pain. I respect your decision, but have you thought about a painless way to go at least?

 

[Nymph]

Ugh same, I don't plan to ctb soon tho because I have a pet:// do you for real plan to ctb now?:(

 

[D11FER]

I once sat at a level crossing for 4 hours working out the best way to CTB and then thought about the poor train driver and the people tasked to picking up my body parts.
chose to a different pathway (SN)
I think most of us on here feel ugly and shit! I might even add unwanted and unloveable. I hope you find peace whatever the pathway you decide to go with :) x

 

[sadworld]

I'm sorry you're feeling like that I would be way too scared to jump in front of a train and honestly, I think it's not the best method. I hope you find some peace, what ever you decide to do.

 

[WornOutLife]

I think that method is too painful and risky. What happen to the gun method? Sounded more doable!

 

[Sherri]

Well if that's the way you decide I respect and wish you well, one thing for sure is, you are brave. Hugs

 

[Ghostly]

Ugh same, I don't plan to ctb soon tho because I have a pet:// do you for real plan to ctb now?:(

Just tried to hang myself but it didn't as the ligature was to weak

I think that method is too painful and risky. What happen to the gun method? Sounded more doable!

I have a roommate so I'm scared of them seeing my corpse from a gun shot to the head

 

[woknows]

Hi Ghostly, sorry your in so much pain. I respect your decision, but have you thought about a painless way to go at least?

If you put your neck on tracks in front of a fast train, it will be pretty fast and reliable. I suppose you might feel a moment of pain and be gone. Still, he should consider the choice itself.

OP why do you think you are ugly? Is the reason the inability to find a suitable loved one?
I hope you find a way out of the hole you are in. If the hole is too deep, good luck with whatever decision you are about to make.

 

[newave3]

First off dude, you ain't ugly. If that's you in the avatar you look like a young Sean Penn. Actually you're better looking than him and he went on to be a big star and married Madonna.
We all have big problems. That's why we are on this site. If you haven't already, get some good help before you ctb.

 

[tpurced]

If that's your decision I respect it. Just please make sure you've got some kind of plan. You seem very brave. If you go through with it I wish you well and that your journey is peaceful- otherwise you're always welcome back here.

Hugs.