Venting I feel trapped

[ScorpiusDragon]

I don't know what to do. N was supposed to be my way out.

 

[justwannadie]

I feel the same. I want to scream :( I wish assisted suicide were legal for people with incurable physical illnesses and that I didn't have the fear of ending up paralyzed and forced to stay alive if hanging were to fail. I just want to die, that's all. This is torture. I'm so scared that I won't have a way out.