I feel so alone

[wildflowers1996]

I am grateful to have found this website
I just still feel so alone though
I feel like I'm in hell
I hate living in the UK there doesn't seem to be any way of obtaining anything

 

[Liminal1]

I know how you feel. Everyday I wake up feels like a curse. The thought of ending it is the only thing that brings comfort, unfortunately it seems ending ones life is easier said than done

 

[wildflowers1996]

I'm sorry you're suffering too

And yes, it's so hard to do
Idk if being on this website is helping me or not because I'm just getting more and more frustrated and distressed that I can't seem to find any sources, not even here, I guess I keep hoping if I stay here long enough I'll find someone who can tell me something but rn I just feel sick with anxiety

 

[Enlighten]

Hey, i don't know much about methods, but i'd love to talk to you.
Best wishes

 

[FuneralCry]

The UK really is such an anti-suicide country, it disgusts me how it's purposely made so difficult for people to die, the fact that suicide is so inaccessible is what has always kept me trapped here as well. It really would be such a relief if there's the option to just easily die in peace.

 

[jinx <3]

Not being able to escape when you feel so hopeless sucks.
I hope you find others on here who you can actually connect to, but I understand that it's hard sometimes, even with others who seemingly get it.
Please have a good rest of your day, at least!
<3

 

[Liminal1]

I'm sorry you're suffering too

And yes, it's so hard to do
Idk if being on this website is helping me or not because I'm just getting more and more frustrated and distressed that I can't seem to find any sources, not even here, I guess I keep hoping if I stay here long enough I'll find someone who can tell me something but rn I just feel sick with anxiety

Yeah. Seems like the easiest methods are just out of reach, and the accessible methods are to gruesome or painful. Im in the U.S. so I don't know anything about the U K., but if it brings you any comfort your not alone in your suffering. I hope you can find peace

 

[letmejoindeath]

Can't take it anymore.

Debating about going tonight so I'll be found in the morning.

A little earlier than I had planned but why do I even care about plans. They wont even matter

 

[wildflowers1996]

Can't take it anymore.

Debating about going tonight so I'll be found in the morning.

A little earlier than I had planned but why do I even care about plans. They wont even matter

I'm really sorry you're in so much pain at the moment I wish so much you didn't feel the need to do this I wish there was a way for you to live and be happy but whatever happens I hope you find peace

 

[BlazingBob]

I'm sorry you're suffering too

And yes, it's so hard to do
Idk if being on this website is helping me or not because I'm just getting more and more frustrated and distressed that I can't seem to find any sources, not even here, I guess I keep hoping if I stay here long enough I'll find someone who can tell me something but rn I just feel sick with anxiety

I also feel sick with anxiety. It's horrible feeling trapped.

 

[suicidalgirl96]

I totally understand how you feel, I'm so sorry you're suffering too.
If you ever need someone to talk or vent to, I'm here for you. Wishing you the best <3