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Tired&Drained
Trans and tired
- Apr 17, 2022
- 18
I feel like I'm trapped, I feel like every good thing that happens is just this temporary high that just exists to trick me into thinking all the pain is worth it, I just wish I could be happy, that there was a way that life could just be good, or at least where the happiness outweighed the pain, but I don't know if it is
I feel like I should be happier, I'm out of my parents place, I have a girlfriend who I love so much, I'm months into transition and getting less uncomfortable with my body, why can't I just be happy? Why is it so easy to suffer but so incredibly difficult to be happy, why does something always come to wreck things when I'm finally happy?
I feel like an addict, happiness is my addiction, suffering is the withdrawal, and life is what makes it all happen
I feel like I should be happier, I'm out of my parents place, I have a girlfriend who I love so much, I'm months into transition and getting less uncomfortable with my body, why can't I just be happy? Why is it so easy to suffer but so incredibly difficult to be happy, why does something always come to wreck things when I'm finally happy?
I feel like an addict, happiness is my addiction, suffering is the withdrawal, and life is what makes it all happen