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Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
187
No matter what I do I always fucks something up I cant keep up woth the growing tech trend I have have any skills a normal man my age would have I hate my body it's so skinny and weak I look like a kid now a man my clothes never fit right due to my size not to mention I hate how stuff feels I'm just all kinda of fucked in the head I don't feel like I'll ever make it in a modren day setting because of how reliant we are on tech cars higher paying jobs I just cant do any of it I'm not stupid by any means I have above average iq bit my disabilities makes me seem like I'm a dumb ass that dosnt know shit I feel so alone I csnt connect with people I'm always made fun of for being a fag when I'm not no one understands me and this world dosnt allow me to just be me I'm tired of waking up I wish I wouldn't I don't truly want to be here anymore I just want to be gone not die just vanish cease to exist 😞
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,949
I understand just wanting to be gone, if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase my existence so it's like I never suffered, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I hope you find peace, I also see myself as not belonging in this existence.
 
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bye_world

Member
Mar 10, 2025
33
Exactly Same here
No matter what I do I always fucks something up I cant keep up woth the growing tech trend I have have any skills a normal man my age would have I hate my body it's so skinny and weak I look like a kid now a man my clothes never fit right due to my size not to mention I hate how stuff feels I'm just all kinda of fucked in the head I don't feel like I'll ever make it in a modren day setting because of how reliant we are on tech cars higher paying jobs I just cant do any of it I'm not stupid by any means I have above average iq bit my disabilities makes me seem like I'm a dumb ass that dosnt know shit I feel so alone I csnt connect with people I'm always made fun of for being a fag when I'm not no one understands me and this world dosnt allow me to just be me I'm tired of waking up I wish I wouldn't I don't truly want to be here anymore I just want to be gone not die just vanish cease to exist 😞
 

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