The funny thing is that it is really a suicide method to combine very high doses of ketamine with alcohol or benzodiazepines or both, it's incredible, I dreamed of a suicide method without knowing anything about it, only now I'm getting informed and seeing that you can actually die like this, was the dream prophetic?
For now I have SN as a method but maybe I'll buy 10g of ketamine which is a lethal dose, I have to think about it, it seems like a more humane death than SN, I would say like barbiturates and opiates.
Maybe I can mix it with heroin.
I studied a little better and it doesn't seem as peaceful as death compared to SN from a psychological point of view.