painfuleternity
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- Oct 13, 2024
- 8
maybe it sounds stupid, but when people say "youll heal with time" it makes me want to rip my hair out. I suffer so much yet I somehow feel a comfort in the pain.I dont want to recover. i dont want to get better. i want to suffer until i die. i deserve it. what would i be without my pain? without the abuse and trauma and constant suffering. id be nothing.