I don't want to die.

[kanixx]

I'm extremely tired of living, it feels like every good moment I'll ever be able to live will be overpowered by all the terrible stuff I have to go through. Everyday I want to die more and more. But I'm scared, I wish I could just keep going, I wish I could live on and not have to think about that kind of stuff. But I can't, I know I'll be dead by September, that makes me somewhat sad. I've done my best, I just don't have the strength to keep giving it my best when no one seems to notice or understand how hard I'm trying.

 

[enduringwinter]

For some reason this makes me so sad. I wish I could help you.

 

[ADBoy777]

Feel it, life can be tough af sometimes. You can dm me if you need someone to listen to you.
Best wishes

 

[andreamysk]

I think many people here can understand how hard it is for you, how frustrating it is to try so hard and still feel like you can't do it... If we can notice it here, maybe someone in your real life will be able to too: and I hope it can be so, if this will help console you at least a little.
I think we all wouldn't want to die, if we could get better - at least enough to make everything bearable (if there's even a small chance, just wait a little). Love

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering, existence really is too cruel. But anyway best wishes.