ixkitty
Let me be Selfish, just this once.
- Aug 15, 2020
- 364
You might have a point. Because my alcohol buzz is ruined and my cat is demanding pets... again!
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Bedrock48
Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
- Feb 1, 2021
- 540
x~Sophia~x
Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
- Sep 10, 2020
- 1,360
Well that's one reason to abandon your plan to ctb. Surely you're not intending to leave your cat alone until somebody finds you?
I'm sorry if I've got it wrong and you have made arrangements for your cat, but I couldn't bear to think of your cat being alone for days. :(
ixkitty
Let me be Selfish, just this once.
- Aug 15, 2020
- 364
He gets the best pets !
You have a point... I feel like someone would have came before days.. but he's been the only reason I've lasted this long. I am just soooo tired!
x~Sophia~x
Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
- Sep 10, 2020
- 1,360
Please, if you intend to ctb, then you must rehome your cat first. You owe him that much!!
ixkitty
Let me be Selfish, just this once.
- Aug 15, 2020
- 364
x~Sophia~x
Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
- Sep 10, 2020
- 1,360
I'm just surprised I had to tell you to do that. I would never leave my dogs in my house, alone, with my dead body. It's just unacceptable and cruel!
ixkitty
Let me be Selfish, just this once.
- Aug 15, 2020
- 364
It's more like.. I know my sister will care for him in my steed. It's written down. But I appreciate you telling me that.
us_1999
Fragments of myself
- Feb 1, 2021
- 56
Do you think it might be helpful to quit job and take a break (travel, hang out, read, do whatever) for a while? Working as a postal worker during the epidemic must be very stressful especially for a suicidal person...
It might also be a good idea to step away from the exploiting world and have some time for yourself, before leaving the world all together..?
ixkitty
Let me be Selfish, just this once.
- Aug 15, 2020
- 364
That actually sounds nice.. but I'm not even sure how I would do that .. as someone who lives their life in fear.. afraid to mess up, afraid to upset someone, afraid to fail someone's expectations.. etc.. I really, truly don't know how to do thatLast edited:Similar threads
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