ConfusedHurting2632
Student
- Dec 22, 2021
- 116
I'm 20 years old, turning 21 on the 20th of this month, living with my parents, with a high school diploma but no driver's license or job, and I have no plans of going to college either. I graduated high school at age 18 the year 2020, and have basically done nothing since because all I want to do is die. I don't want a driver's license, I don't want a job, I don't wanna go to college or trade school, I just wanna die.
Most days I just lay in bed all day staring at the walls because that's all I know how to do. No TV shows or movies or songs or video games even bring me pleasure anymore, so I don't bother because it's the equivalent of just staring at the walls for me anyway.
The reason I wanna die is I just simply don't see this as a world worth living in. I've also tried therapy and medication before, but unfortunately neither really helped, and the medication only introduced new issues and side effects while not getting rid of depression.
Most days I just lay in bed all day staring at the walls because that's all I know how to do. No TV shows or movies or songs or video games even bring me pleasure anymore, so I don't bother because it's the equivalent of just staring at the walls for me anyway.
The reason I wanna die is I just simply don't see this as a world worth living in. I've also tried therapy and medication before, but unfortunately neither really helped, and the medication only introduced new issues and side effects while not getting rid of depression.