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Venting I cant do this anymore but i cant die yet

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Saki

Experienced
Mar 22, 2021
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I really want to die. I see no future. Everything is so fucking apathetic and lonely. I keep meeting people only to be ditched a year later. Maybe I am the problem. I have sought out treatment before only to be send on my marry way. I dropped out of school. I couldn't find or hold a job. I have no joy anymore. I kept failing many attempts. I still linger on this site after years and years. I am so tired. I can't die yet. I made a promise to help someone. But I don't know how fucking long I can keep it together honestly.
I lost all online spaces I felt comfortable with aswell. Fuck this shit
 
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brokeandbroken

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Apr 18, 2023
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Ameya said:
I really want to die. I see no future. Everything is so fucking apathetic and lonely. I keep meeting people only to be ditched a year later. Maybe I am the problem. I have sought out treatment before only to be send on my marry way. I dropped out of school. I couldn't find or hold a job. I have no joy anymore. I kept failing many attempts. I still linger on this site after years and years. I am so tired. I can't die yet. I made a promise to help someone. But I don't know how fucking long I can keep it together honestly.
I lost all online spaces I felt comfortable with aswell. Fuck this shit
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Yeah that sounds similar to my situation. It sucks a lot.
 
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