I don't think i can do this anymore

[un.exist]

Im gonna do it
Or at least try it

There's a lot of impulse involved here and maybe it would die down idk it's just all too much rn

I just need to wait a couple of hours till i'm alone. If the impulsivity dies down by then, i'll just tell myself i'm only practicing and if it goes right...well lucky me, if it goes wrong, i just hope i won't get brain damage or some shit



God i'm pathetic

 

[Aunty_Seuss]

It's a shit world, but you're not pathetic, all we did was try our best, and that's all we could do.