WastedBandaid
trapped here
- Sep 11, 2023
- 18
i feel like it's rather silly to live this long… my life depends on my appearance and beauty and getting old and having wrinkles is something i would absolutely hate. i don't want to get married nor have kids. i want to die after my parents die, so at least they won't feel bad about it. i kinda hate the fact that i feel bad for my loved ones if i ever ctb, it's kind of the only thing that's stopping me(?). it's kinda weird i am scared of dying i still want to live but sometimes i feel like i have no other option but to ctb.