I don't know how to say goodbye

[Jamesun]

Well I don't know how to start, lately this idea of killing myself, of disappearing has not stopped coming to my mind and I genuinely want to do it.
No matter how many people love me, who have my girlfriend who I love so much, friends who have helped me, they cannot understand that feeling of wanting to die, That empty feeling of feeling useless of not wanting to live.
I just want to put an end to everything, but I don't want to leave without saying goodbye, I don't know how to do it, I don't know what to write, I want to make everything clear and leave at once.

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess that when it comes to saying goodbye, in my opinion the best thing is to leave a note, I would see it as being a bad idea saying goodbye in person to people as it could just cause them to interfere in plans to ctb. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans, of course it's really understandable wishing to permanently be free from all the suffering.