Venting I don't have any will to live please help me

[societyhater]

Hi, I'm a 23M, and I'm feeling deeply depressed because of my current situation. I was in a relationship with my girlfriend, who's 22F, for a year. She often shared her fear that her parents might force her into an arranged marriage, and I always reassured her, promising to marry her no matter what it took. However, she never brought up the issue with her parents or took any steps to address it.
One day, her family forced her into marrying someone else, and now she's telling me to forget about her because she didn't want to disappoint her parents. She's asking me to move on, but I can't because I love her so much. I dreamed of marrying her and shared those dreams with her, but she never responded or gave me any hope. While we were together, we had so much fun and made countless memories, and I just can't forget them. I loved her with all my heart, but now she's gone, as if I never mattered to her.
This isn't the first time I've faced heartbreak. I lost another girl back in college, and due to financial difficulties, I had to drop out. I don't have a degree and work as a security guard to make ends meet. Right now, I feel utterly lonely and have no will to go on. Despite knowing she'll never text or call me, I can't stop waiting for her.

since the beginning My life has be so much worst I belong from a third world asian country so laws here are totally bs.
She was an shining light of my life now I dont have anyone to talk i dont have any friends. She was my everything.
At this point I dont think if there's still any point in continue living

I don't have anyone

 

[iwishtoturnbacktime]

I am truly sorry that you are experiencing this, it hurts so much that others are suffering more than me. I really hate this world and I wish you can stay with her. No matter what country you live in we can't escape BS laws. If you need a friend you can talk to me, I also need someone who can understand a similar pain in going through. Again I'm so sorry…

 

[societyhater]

I am truly sorry that you are experiencing this, it hurts so much that others are suffering more than me. I really hate this world and I wish you can stay with her. No matter what country you live in we can't escape BS laws. If you need a friend you can talk to me, I also need someone who can understand a similar pain in going through. Again I'm so sorry…

Hi friend Thanks for your reply and I really would like to talk to someone because i never had someone to talk besides her
And Im really very very sorry that you are going through a similar pain and suffering because i know how it hurts

 

[iwishtoturnbacktime]

I'm here to speak too, let me see if I am able to PM you, I know you need to have certain amount of posts to do so but I will try

 

[mya_]

I'm so sorry you went through all that. I hope you can recover from your heartbreak, and maybe find more people to share experiences with (I know it's difficult tho). Hugs

 

[SadFoxDreamer83]

Hi, I'm a 23M, and I'm feeling deeply depressed because of my current situation. I was in a relationship with my girlfriend, who's 22F, for a year. She often shared her fear that her parents might force her into an arranged marriage, and I always reassured her, promising to marry her no matter what it took. However, she never brought up the issue with her parents or took any steps to address it.
One day, her family forced her into marrying someone else, and now she's telling me to forget about her because she didn't want to disappoint her parents. She's asking me to move on, but I can't because I love her so much. I dreamed of marrying her and shared those dreams with her, but she never responded or gave me any hope. While we were together, we had so much fun and made countless memories, and I just can't forget them. I loved her with all my heart, but now she's gone, as if I never mattered to her.
This isn't the first time I've faced heartbreak. I lost another girl back in college, and due to financial difficulties, I had to drop out. I don't have a degree and work as a security guard to make ends meet. Right now, I feel utterly lonely and have no will to go on. Despite knowing she'll never text or call me, I can't stop waiting for her.

since the beginning My life has be so much worst I belong from a third world asian country so laws here are totally bs.
She was an shining light of my life now I dont have anyone to talk i dont have any friends. She was my everything.
At this point I dont think if there's still any point in continue living

I don't have anyone

I know how you feel, when you have had the love of your dreams it is impossible to forget it, even years later. I recommend that you try to convince yourself that unexpected good things can happen in your life, maybe one day you will meet another woman who makes you feel equally or even more in love, or it may even happen that one day she will divorce that arranged marriage and look for you to talk to you, never lose hope of feeling love again. I was also lucky enough to be with the woman of my dreams and since 2017 I have been single, but I refuse to think that I will never have love in my life again.