I don't even really want to die

[KlassPowder]

I really just want to live without being so miserable, but clearly that's not going to happen. I think I'm going to die soon. I'm going to sell all my things and quit my job. Ruin my life even more so I won't stop myself. It's funny, I did a tarot reading recently and asked if I should move across the country to be with my only friend and it basically reminded me that I'm all alone and don't have a friend anymore. So, then, I asked "Well, what should my next moves be? Should I just kms since I'm so miserable?" and I got the death card. Just funny to me. I live in America, so I'll probably just head over to Walmart and buy a gun.

 

[joegoes100]

This is proof it can get better.
But I've also realized there's a difference between not wanting to live, and wanting to die. However the reason you don't want to live varies, some may have permanent reasons, other temporary. It's up to you to make your own story and decide what fits your situation. But believe in your self no matter what.

 

[LastAcrobat]

Generally, do not attempt if you have any doubts or uncertainties. Things can just, improve, for often seemingly no reason.

 

[katara]

Generally, do not attempt if you have any doubts or uncertainties. Things can just, improve, for often seemingly no reason.

seeing ur cat + text pfp under that other user with a cat+ text pfp is funny

 

[LastAcrobat]

seeing ur cat + text pfp under that other user with a cat+ text pfp is funny

Just realized that lol

 

[d4isy]

i think your cards are saying you shouldn't do it actually. the death card rarely means actual physical death. it symbolizes change. it's also a "no" in a yes/no reading. i think your cards are telling you things can change for the better (peep the sun rising in the background on the card).

 

[charlemagne]

The death card has other meanings, dont do it if you arent sure of it

 

[KlassPowder]

i think your cards are saying you shouldn't do it actually. the death card rarely means actual physical death. it symbolizes change. it's also a "no" in a yes/no reading. i think your cards are telling you things can change for the better (peep the sun rising in the background on the card).

I honestly just thought getting it was so ironically funny

 

[d4isy]

I honestly just thought getting it was so ironically funny

i totally get that haha i always get the sun whenever i ask if i should do it and find that hilarious cause it's the biggest "yes" card in the deck you can get