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I don’t deserve my family

moonflow3r

moonflow3r

Knocking on heaven’s door
Oct 6, 2023
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They're truly kind hearted people. They raised me the best they could. I know I'm loved, and supported. Yet I'm still a selfish piece of shit who doesn't want to work towards anything. I'm a parasite. I'll remove myself from their lives because I know they'll be better off without me weighting them down. I feel the worst for my father. He loves me. I'm the light of his eyes. He deserved better. They all deserved better. I'm sorry dad. I'm so fucking sorry. I'm a coward. I can't look at you in the eye anymore. Im a cynical piece of shit.
 
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