I Can't Take It, Make it Stop

[mad_mongo]

Hello everyone, I don't know what to say in this one. I'm losing it. I want to break down and cry. I don't know who to talk to about this. I'm losing my freedom and I have nobody to talk to before this all happens. I was trafficked and raped, then ignored and thrown out it's all just too much. I don't know what I'm going to do. I just want this to all stop. I don't even have any money and I'm terrified that once I get locked up everyone around me is just going to forget about me.

 

[Linda]

What exactly is happening?

 

[mad_mongo]

Someone took advantage of my suicidal ideation and used it to traffic me. Tried to say they would help me with a lawyer but didn't.

 

[Linda]

That's a really shitty thing to do. There are some truly awful people in the world.
You said you are "losing your freedom". Do you mean a psychiatric institution, or prison, or what?

 

[mad_mongo]

That's a really shitty thing to do. There are some truly awful people in the world.
You said you are "losing your freedom". Do you mean a psychiatric institution, or prison, or what?

both

 

[Linda]

both

In that case I don't clearly understand what has happened. Do you feel able to explain it all? Or would that be too traumatic?
I presume you are a woman? (It's not completely clear from your pfp.)

 

[mad_mongo]

In that case I don't clearly understand what has happened. Do you feel able to explain it all? Or would that be too traumatic?
I presume you are a woman? (It's not completely clear from your pfp.)

you assumed wrong, but it's okay. you're right. how can i even call myself a "man" after this happened?

 

[Linda]

you assumed wrong, but it's okay. you're right. how can i even call myself a "man" after this happened?

Lots of men get raped. I once had a boyfriend who had been raped. Being raped doesn't stop you being a man.

 

[mad_mongo]

Lots of men get raped. I once had a boyfriend who had been raped. Being raped doesn't stop you being a man.

but why did you assume i was a woman? :(((

 

[Linda]

but why did you assume i was a woman? :(((

Because more women than men get raped. I did look at your pfp, and tried to figure out which you were, but I wasn't sure whether you were trying to project a man or an elderly woman.