I cant stop!

[sometimes.sometimes]

I can't stop hurting myself. I need help. It is every day. Every single day. What is happening to me? Am I addicted? I hope I am not thinking too much into this but I don't know what I am doing to myself. I can't control it. My entire arm is scarred and hurt. All people look at is that. I want to stop please help me i cant stop but i dont want to see a doctor please help me i need to keep doing it i cant stop please help me

 

[gotomrg]

please try to seek support from people that you can trust. im sorry if there are no super reliable options. but im sure there must be at least someone you have on your mind, right? maybe you can talk to them about why you cant go see a doctor for example. professional help is the best help after all.

selfharm addiction is hard. im sorry you're going through it

 

[SMK1444]

Personally I don't see sh as something to be ashamed of, actually I think the opposite. I think it's a beautiful form of art and expression of emotions that should be looked upon with a sense of pride yk? I think sh ESPECIALLY cutting gets a really bad rep kinda like suicide :)

 

[Grimpoteuthis]

Personally I don't see sh as something to be ashamed of, actually I think the opposite. I think it's a beautiful form of art and expression of emotions that should be looked upon with a sense of pride yk? I think sh ESPECIALLY cutting gets a really bad rep kinda like suicide :)

I agree that people should not be ashamed of self harm but OP is clearly distressed by it. Professional help might be better in this case imo.