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wait i'm goated
Feb 12, 2023
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all i need is money. this is so fucking ridiculous. i was so fucking stupid for thinking that i had a shot at happiness. i should have killed myself last month as i had originally planned. i'm thinking about ctb tonight but idk. my head hurts so bad and i feel like im about to puke, i can't stop crying but i have no one to talk to. cutting myself isn't enough to take my mind off things anymore. i'm fucking tired of being poor, i cant do anything, everything costs too fucking much. every goal i have is pointless because i dont have money
 
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nibbleone

Student
Oct 14, 2023
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I hear your pain. Crying and puking can be good. It helps me with the grief. I can relate in the money stuff.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering, I hope that you eventually find the relief you search for.
 
attheend13

attheend13

There is no such thing as love.
Oct 1, 2023
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all i need is money. this is so fucking ridiculous. i was so fucking stupid for thinking that i had a shot at happiness. i should have killed myself last month as i had originally planned. i'm thinking about ctb tonight but idk. my head hurts so bad and i feel like im about to puke, i can't stop crying but i have no one to talk to. cutting myself isn't enough to take my mind off things anymore. i'm fucking tired of being poor, i cant do anything, everything costs too fucking much. every goal i have is pointless because i dont have money
I hear you. Poverty is humiliating and endless. The constant chase of money makes life meaningless. Sorry you're in this.
 
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Csmith8827

Strength.
Oct 26, 2019
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I understand. Please don't kill yourself over money. I've been there and I still sort of am. I know it's bullshit but try to find a way around it. Btw I sent you a message about your profile picture. I'm interested in where it is from? Is that an anime/manga/or comic or something?
 

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