All I can think about it is CTB. Life is too hard to figure out and I've just made everything so much worse for myself. I can't even do day to day tasks anymore. I just wake up and think I want today to be the day. Ugh. I'm just thinking it would be so much easier since my kids are little and they won't remember much. Am I being selfish? I just want to end my suffering.
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I don't think any of us are selfish. No one here who is suffering that needs to end it is selfish.Ok, first all stop and take a deep breath. There is a lot (I mean A LOT) of information here. I am a fairly new member here, also, so I may not be the best person to give you any solid info but --
There is a "Resources" forum. There is also a "Recovery" forum. Both have a lot of information in them.
I hope you find what you are looking for. My hope is that you find the peace and contentment you are looking for.
Thank you for the comment. I'm really trying to research and figure out things. But just wish the feelings of guilt for things would go away.
Thank you for this. My family when I was In the hospital kept telling me I was. But they don't have to live with the constant aniexty I feel.Last edited:Similar threads
