I can't do it anymore

[riddlerenjoyer]

I don't know if this is just an episode or something, lately iwe been getting better but i just. Cant. Its too much i cant even get my hands on sn as its expensive and i don't think i can buy any here. I don't have acess to guns and im scared of hanging. Help me i want to end it i want to. Iwe been dreaming of sn for months but it seems like i need to look for an alternative. I have been sh free for 5 months but honestly im so close to relapsing i just want it all to end. I feel nothing but rage and emptiness. Im spiraling and im so tired of it

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be so tiring having to suffer like that, I see it as being so cruel how suicide is purposely made this difficult for people, but anyway I hope that you eventually find what you search for, best wishes.

 

[Elle]

Sending you my love