I can't bear this any longer. I seriously want to end it.

[gantaigarashi]

I want to seriously hang in there for another 5 years, to make enough money so that I can fund some of my brother's tuition and save the rest for my aging parents.


But I seriously feel I don't have the strength to carry on. I hate myself so much that it's hard for me to continue. I just want enternal peace. I think I'll endure the pain and hang myself in a hotel room soon.

 

[4everDone]

How old are you?

 

[Decided98]

I want to seriously hang in there for another 5 years, to make enough money so that I can fund some of my brother's tuition and save the rest for my aging parents.


But I seriously feel I don't have the strength to carry on. I hate myself so much that it's hard for me to continue. I just want enternal peace. I think I'll endure the pain and hang myself in a hotel room soon.

Why don't you get life insurance and survive 13 months to 2 years that's what I did $30 a month pays for everything my funeral and to set my family up

 

[gantaigarashi]

How old are you?

I'm 25

Why don't you get life insurance and survive 13 months to 2 years that's what I did $30 a month pays for everything my funeral and to set my family up

How does that work? If i take up life insurance, survive for 13 months and ctb. Then the insurance company will reimburse the insurance money?

 

[Aura]

I'm 25

How does that work? If i take up life insurance, survive for 13 months and ctb. Then the insurance company will reimburse the insurance money?

I can't say on that myself, but if you do end up getting life insurance be sure to check their policies on ctb. Just in case they have some clause regarding it specifically.

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

The last few years have broken me completely. I don't like what I've become and where I got. Tired immensely and just want to end all this futile grinding. The body started to give in as well - I don't see anything good in the future.

 

[gantaigarashi]

The last few years have broken me completely. I don't like what I've become and where I got. Tired immensely and just want to end all this futile grinding. The body started to give in as well - I don't see anything good in the future.

I relate to this a lot. I don't see what's the point in waiting it out when I can just ctb and end it