I bought 50 grams of zinc phosphide rat poison

[purplerapture]

In December I tried to end it using so many demented methods that I'm not sure I subconsciously wanted to die I just felt like hurting myself. One of those methods include trying to puke as much blood as I possibly can, I ended up puking around 1 liter of blood and body fluids over the span of like 5 hours. Absolutely horrible idea it would've taken so more blood loss to die plus I would've been found before I could die.

That's why I tried to find something like SN but wasn't able to so after extensive research I settled with zinc phosphide. It's still hidden stashed under my bed since December I'm not sure when I'll do it but its close, I hope in the meantime I'll find SN or some other way.

 

[Linda]

In December I tried to end it using so many demented methods that I'm not sure I subconsciously wanted to die I just felt like hurting myself. One of those methods include trying to puke as much blood as I possibly can, I ended up puking around 1 liter of blood and body fluids over the span of like 5 hours. Absolutely horrible idea it would've taken so more blood loss to die plus I would've been found before I could die.

That's why I tried to find something like SN but wasn't able to so after extensive research I settled with zinc phosphide. It's still hidden stashed under my bed since December I'm not sure when I'll do it but its close, I hope in the meantime I'll find SN or some other way.

If you bought it as ordinary commercially available rat poison, then it probably isn't pure zinc phosphide. It probablyhas an emetic mixed in, so that anyone who ingests it accidentally will vomit it up before they come to any harm. (Apparetly rats don't vomit easily.) But that probably makes it useless if you want to ctb. It would only be pure if you bought it as laboratory grade, from a chemical supplier.

 

[purplerapture]

Yes I know however I've heard of many people that successfully ctb because of this specific rat poison type. Zinc phosphide is fast acting its one of the most if not most lethal rat poison available.