Story I appreciate that this forum exists.

[XBunnyBoyx]

I wanted to say that I'm very happy that there's a place where people can talk about CTB without either being shamed, invalidated, or dismissed with the same overused, robotic, and disingenuous "it gets better" or "it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem" garbage people who have a reason to be here. People who don't care about you until you are ready to die or are dead. People who will use your death on social media for clout and sympathy to fill a void in their empty lives. Not an ounce of genuity inside them.

Having been in psych hospitals (and even worked in one), I've figured out that our mental health field more or less looks down on people with mental illness (funny considering that allegedly they're supposed to cure us). They care more about drugging people up and getting people addicted to medicine than actually helping people.

I do need help, and I did want to do something with my life, but realizing that I'll never get the help I need, and I'm surrounded by people I don't belong with, I know I'm destined for unhappiness and misery the rest of my life. I might as well die while I'm young before I lose physical autonomy.

 

[RedHates]

I too am glad that this place exists and I'm glad I found it. Its funny because I found it by Tantacruls video. I dont think he realized that his video helped some people like me.

"it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem"

All BS. Whats "temporary" about a lifetime of abuse and hate? I hate it when people say shit like this too. I dont understand what they are trying to communicate. I dont think they care or even acknowledge our struggles until we have had enough and CTB. Then they play the innocent "I just don't know why they would do that". BULL. Like it wasnt their fault to begin with.

I'm really sorry you had to go through all of that. I understand wanting to die younger. I honestly want to do the same. idk what I'd do as an old person. I guess be even more alone because I refused to have kids.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome and yes SaSu is a great refuge for so many people out there who cannot talk about their real feelings, thoughts and desires with "normies" out there. Feel free to vent and talk about anything you want here! It's great you are here!

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so awful how this society is so incredibly anti-suicide and how there is a lack of acceptance towards our right to die, those pro-life people certainly disgust me with how they invalidate suffering and wish to force other people to suffer. It's like so many people forget that we are all going to die anyway and I could never wish to decay from old age, to me it would always be preferable to take control over my inevitable fate, preventing unnecessary suffering in this harmful world.