Help I Anxiety aboit failing Inert Gas method: is it survival instinct or mental healh issue

[martinso67]

I still feel (especially subconsciously) that I would fail the inert gas method with Nitrogen. Though I would test the hood eebd nitrogen setup with a reliable oxygen sensor on a plastic head substitute. To check if oxygen goes below 4%.

I think I still will fail the method and end up in a hospital with permanent disability.
My subconscious mind tells me the only better realible method (better than inert gas or SN) would be the train method or gun (this not possible at all).

Is this feeling still survival instincts or a mental problem of wrong perception of reality?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

You're unsure of your abilities to do it correctly? Lots of things could go wrong. You could be discovered half-way through (bad planning, possibly serendipitous intervention). A hose could pop off. You could run out of gas prematurely (again bad planning). Chances are failure would come by way of you ripping off the mask because SI was too much. Idk. It's a pretty decent method as far as methods go. They're even using it to execute death row inmates. I don't think it's good going into it with a bunch of doubts lurking around in the back of your head, though. What do you think it would take for you to gain more confidence in it?

 

[martinso67]

You're unsure of your abilities to do it correctly? Lots of things could go wrong. You could be discovered half-way through (bad planning, possibly serendipitous intervention). A hose could pop off. You could run out of gas prematurely (again bad planning). Chances are failure would come by way of you ripping off the mask because SI was too much. Idk. It's a pretty decent method as far as methods go. They're even using it to execute death row inmates. I don't think it's good going into it with a bunch of doubts lurking around in the back of your head, though. What do you think it would take for you to gain more confidence in it?

I will take diphenhydramine the night before the day I will do it, so I can have a good nights sleep. I will test the setup with an oxygen analyzer sensor to test if oxygen is lower than the required 4%. I will also test against hose leaks.
I used original adapters and suitable cables for Oxygen. Nitrogen has a small difference in its density. Also these stuff (hood, cables, adapters) is used for life rescue.
It does seem really impossible that they make cheap or unreliable product. They would get sued if their product fail, with that the person dying (in the case the hood, cable, adapter used for its real purpose)

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I will take diphenhydramine the night before the day I will do it, so I can have a good nights sleep. I will test the setup with an oxygen analyzer sensor to test if oxygen is lower than the required 4%. I will also test against hose leaks.
I used original adapters and suitable cables for Oxygen. Nitrogen has a small difference in its density. Also these stuff (hood, cables, adapters) is used for life rescue.
It does seem really impossible that they make cheap or unreliable product. They would get sued if their product fail, with that the person dying (in the case the hood, cable, adapter used for its real purpose)

You sound fairly confident. Seems like you have about everything you can gone over well and tested. I guess it's a matter of just trusting yourself. One of the biggest things often out of your control is being disturbed by someone during the process. Hope you've taken precautions on that aspect.

 

[martinso67]

Thank you of your message. I will take that into consideration.
But I have to plan my attempt first. Not sure on the inert method if I should start planning it.

No offense to anyone, but this website makes me more anxious of failing and rational suicide in general. Is it by design by people with somewhat a pro-life thinking or being afraid of losing somewhat?
But how much on the expense of the other one suffering and wanting at least a somewhat nice end to his life.