I constantly feel like I'm falling behind on grades, and I am 22 still in college (I have failed alot in the past). I have bpd and have made my mom's life so much worse. I am still living at home and lost my last job. I want to ctb but my mom is alone here, but I don't think I can take it anymore. If anyone has any advice on what the most accessible way to go is I would appreciate it. I have overdosed twice in my life but was not successful in leaving this planet. I just wish for a quick death and maybe a little less painless.
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Cryptonite
In the state of shock of what happened
- Apr 30, 2022
- 722
I'd recommend SN (sodium nitrite). Very peaceful and easy, if done right. You need SN (still quite easily accessible) and additional medication - metoclopramide, propranolol, benzodiazepines and paracetamol/ibuprofen. It's one of the most popular methods here.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,329
A quick and painless death does sound ideal and is what I would like the most. Unfortunately suicide is not always that straightforward as after all we live in a world so focused on prolonging suffering, making it difficult for us to access the more preferable methods. All that anyone can do if they wish to leave is to do their own research on methods and decide what is best for themselves.
What is the most suitable method depends on what is able to be accessed. Of course I wish that it's easier to leave this life behind and it really should be. Everything in this world is tiring to me and it does sound tiring what you are going through. I hope that you find what you are looking for.I'm not there yet. I was at once when my mind took over and I acted without thinking. I had convinced myself it is time to go and it wasn't I now see. But I am wondering when is the time. It keeps me from enjoying life, I am waiting for the Boogeyman or the bad things to happen.
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