Venting I am shattered I dont know who I ever was I dont know if I ever existed as a self. I want to be destroyed

[wasteandvoid]

I cant fight anymore I cant tell what anything is anymore in my mind

What is me who is me

I cant identify if anything EVER WAS ME or just introjected parts of other people


If this is the case kill me


I am nothing




If I cant figure this out I will plan my death



I hate this discovery



I am a waste fucking kill me



NOBODY GETS ME NOBODY HAS EVER UNDERSTOOD ME MY SHIT IS TOO COMPLICATED THEY ONLY KNOW PRESRIPTIONS AND BULLSHIT



I WANNA DIE KILL ME I HATE MYSELF



IM ENDING EVERYTHING my life is a fucking lie






death is eternal peace fuck everything




I do not want to experience the wold permanently as a collection of people that fucking disgust me







I didnt realize that after I jumped into this mess it would be this bad and unsolvable






what a useless fucking cruel joke

 

[spectraltease]

I understand your anger and sadness. It sounds like screams for help and I understand you. If you want to talk, I would really like to. My dms are open.

 

[Hollowman]

Very relatable, I'm nothing too. It sucks.