Venting I am not mentally ill.

[summer_night_cat]

I don't want to be here... But for some reason you are expected to be...

Feelin' scared today
"Write down, 'I am okay'
A hundred times", the doctors say
I am okay
I am okay
I'm not okay

Skin is crawling off
Mopping the sweaty drops
Sticking around for this shit
Another day
Another day
Not another day
Pink pill feels good
Finally understood
Take me in your warm embrace
I am tryin'
I am tryin'

-Eels - Electro-shock blues.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish to be gone, to not exist is all I personally hope for, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.