I am not killing myself with bleach

[popcorn1234]

It took me a while, but considering all the comments I read, I don't think that killing myself with bleach would give me the result I desire. I think I just wanted to stick to this method for so long because I am desperate to leave this world and I felt like killing myself with bleach was the only option. I think I'm going to try hanging instead.

 

[jodes2]

I'm sorry you're suffering I'm glad you won't be using bleach I hope you find peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I do believe that it's certainly best to do research into methods before attempting ctb. To me it sounds horrific attempting something that is just guaranteed to fail and lead to more pain. But I certainly understand having limited access of ways to ctb and being so desperate to leave this life behind, so I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[Endex]

It took me a while, but considering all the comments I read, I don't think that killing myself with bleach would give me the result I desire. I think I just wanted to stick to this method for so long because I am desperate to leave this world and I felt like killing myself with bleach was the only option. I think I'm going to try hanging instead.

I'm glad hear that you've thought about your original plan and changed your mind. I think a lot of us on here where concerned about you doing this, and ending up in a hell of a worse predicament than your are in. Wishing you the best popcorn1234.