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    We will never comply with any of OFCOM's demands or any other nations censorious demands for that matter. We will only follow the laws of the land of which our server is located, which is the US.

    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

Help I am in so much pain and confusion. I need a way out, I beg. (US)

infinite14

infinite14

Schizophrenic and desperate to end this pain
Mar 19, 2024
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Hello everyone, I have been in an insufferable amount of pain and mental anguish for the past 3 years due to my mental illness and other factors. I have been hospitalized countless times and each time my condition worsened and I felt more trapped. I am hopeless now.

I am a long time lurker on this site for over a year and a half now, although I believe my account is only maybe 5 months old (I don't know how to check) and yes this is my first post sadly (I haven't had the mental power to post until now because of how desperate I am to end this pain).

I am desperate for a way out of this pain and fear of being hospitalized again.

If any kind soul can reach out to me with a source for SN or butanediol (US) I would be eternally grateful, I am begging.

I apologize in advance if this sort of post is not allowed, I am genuinely not sure.
 
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FuneralCry

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It really sounds like you've suffered so much in this cruel existence, I hope you find peace eventually, best wishes.
 
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badtothebone

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infinite14 said:
Hello everyone, I have been in an insufferable amount of pain and mental anguish for the past 3 years due to my mental illness and other factors. I have been hospitalized countless times and each time my condition worsened and I felt more trapped. I am hopeless now.

I am a long time lurker on this site for over a year and a half now, although I believe my account is only maybe 5 months old (I don't know how to check) and yes this is my first post sadly (I haven't had the mental power to post until now because of how desperate I am to end this pain).

I am desperate for a way out of this pain and fear of being hospitalized again.

If any kind soul can reach out to me with a source for SN or butanediol (US) I would be eternally grateful, I am begging.

I apologize in advance if this sort of post is not allowed, I am genuinely not sure.
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Life is tuff! Do you have support system? Maybe psychiatric that can adjust your meds? Sorry you're dealing with this illness! I'm praying for you
 
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