Story I am doing it tonight

[boywhowasneverloved]

I am gonna attempt again with camphor, its my 27th attempt, hope it works.

 

[deadbidaylight]

How is camphor used to CTB? I've never heard of this before.

27 attempts is dedication. I am so sorry that life has brought you to your 28th attempt today. I hope for your sake that it is successful if this is what you truly want.

Sending you good vibes and nothing but love. Good luck, and god speed

 

[Kotaru Chan]

I am gonna attempt again with camphor, its my 27th attempt, hope it works.

Can you tell me what side effects you experience?

 

[Halfhourdays]

Please explain the camphor method.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[boywhowasneverloved]

Can you tell me what side effects you experience?

I failed again :(

 

[Freebandzgang]

I failed again :(

I am so sorry to hear that. I hope you are doing alright.

 

[Halfhourdays]

Please elaborate. What did you attempt? What was your method? What happened?

 

[deadbidaylight]

I'm sorry that you see the attempt as a fail. I'm glad you're still here with us. No shame whatsoever. Nothing but love here.

 

[Kotaru Chan]

Eu falhei novamente :(

Eu sinto muito... Você está experimentando algum efeito colateral que está prejudicando você? Estou aqui se você quiser conversar. Espero que você encontre paz em breve.

Por favor, elabore. O que você tentou? Qual foi o seu método? O que aconteceu?

I would like to know as well, if you feel comfortable.

 

[boywhowasneverloved]

Eu sinto muito... Você está experimentando algum efeito colateral que está prejudicando você? Estou aqui se você quiser conversar. Espero que você encontre paz em breve.

I would like to know as well, if you feel comfortable.

My plan was to ingest 20g of camphor hoping it would induce seizures to the point of respiratory failure, I did have seizures and my body paralyzed for some time, but the seizures wasn't enough to cause respiratory failure.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I'm sorry your plan was unsuccessful. I hope there isn't any permanent damage.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Sounds like a terrible thing to go through to reach peace. I'm glad you're ok from it and if you try something again, I hope it's more peaceful for you.

 

[sweetcreep]

my apologies if you explained this in another thread and previous post, but why have you chosen that method? only answer if you're comfortable doing so.

 

[boywhowasneverloved]

my apologies if you explained this in another thread and previous post, but why have you chosen that method? only answer if you're comfortable doing so.

I lack peaceful means to end my life and I am locked up in my home by my extended family.

I'm sorry that you see the attempt as a fail. I'm glad you're still here with us. No shame whatsoever. Nothing but love here.

Thank you so much, it truly means a lot to me.