Venting I am back

[highjumping]

I have been gone for a little while, I thought I felt better, I don't.
I'll be planning my ctb soon to have something ready once everything is getting too much. I haven't been feeling well again, it was okay for the last couple of days but happiness usually doesn't last long and it's stopped as fast as it came. I don't want to get my hopes up anymore just to be disappointed again. I don't like living like this, I'm disappointed.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's true that any hope in this dreadful world is just a delusion to inevitably lead to more suffering being experienced, I wish you the best with your plans.