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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
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I physically can't be here anymore, I just really need to die. My situation isnt improving at all and I really feel like I'm at a point of no return. I'm too far gone to be reasoned with, I don't think I could have even been reasoned with to begin with honestly. I'm just constantly hurting and I need out. I'll see what I can do to finally put an end to my misery within these next few days. I don't know if I could even be talked down at this point. I'm very grateful for this site and all of the lovely friends I have made here. I really do love you all, and I'm hoping the best for you until my demise. ❤️
 
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boyafraid

boyafraid

Is life over yet?
Oct 27, 2025
114
So sorry you're going through all of this right now ):

I hope things get better soon enough so you don't have to ctb
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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You are really a wonderful person @bl33ding_heart but like everyone here, you deserve peace.
I hope we'll see you in heaven if it's your time to leave. My time may come soon too.
Your profile pic is so cute. I wish a miracle could happen for you.
Whatever you decide, I hope you'll finally find peace 💖🙏
I hope things get better soon enough so you don't have to ctb
Best proof that this forum is NOT pro-suicide but an alternative to suicide hotlines. Medias should read all these lovely posts...
You're amazing, SaSu members 👍
 
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Le temps perdu

Le temps perdu

my pragmatics errors can kill me/A2 English (CEFR)
Dec 10, 2025
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I'm sorry you are going through this, you deserve peace and comfort. And I really hope things improve for you soon.
whatever you decide, I hope you're able to find some peace.
wishing you all the best.
 
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Aknu132

Aknu132

Tenha um bom dia!
Dec 25, 2023
317
I've always seen you here on the forum interacting with people. You're such a good and lovely person. It's a shame that you've suffered and are still suffering so much. I hope you have everything you've ever dreamed of, whether here or in the afterlife. Peace :heart:.
 
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interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
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you're one of the kindest people around here. i really wish you nothing but the best :<
 
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logar

logar

love sleep but hate waking up
May 5, 2026
37
It honestly hurts to see someone as sweet as you having to deal with this suffering. You don't deserve any of this at all. I truly hope things get better for you, and that you are able to find your peace in life. Thanks for being so kind on here :) ❤️
 
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