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wantingdignity

wantingdignity

Little lost
Apr 5, 2025
166
I keep going back and forth from not wanting anyone to even look at me to wanting to fuck everyone. I feel nothing. Just horny, hungry, and lonely. Am I recovering from sexual abuse, or am I just trying to keep from dying?

I don't know what to do. I feel like I've lost the plot.
 
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stillbelow

stillbelow

crank, my conscience clear.
May 21, 2026
28
i find it odd that people who were sexually abused sometimes become more hypersexual. this is what happened to me, and even though i think i shouldnt be on grindr at the ripe age of 18, i cant stop. i often feel like what you said in your first sentence. how can i loathe myself and hate all social interaction, but when it comes to sex, and the intimacy within it, i cant get enough? I guess what im trying to say is that someone else on here is dealing with similar experiences, and i hope that can make you feel at least a little bit less alone
 

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